Dear Blog,

I feel a little bit utterly insane, staying alone, doing the whole freaking crap thing again and again... I wake up, looking at the ceiling, thinking about my assignment (What will I get for my BUILD1422).. Am I doing the right thing? You know how I feel?

I feel bad. I feel numb, because I have changed everything, I have amended the whole thing. And the result...? All depends on the lecturer.

Anyways, let's just cut the long story short. To be real honest, I am 100% about to go crazy right now! Why? Because my boyfriend is on a vacation for 3 weeks, dang, now left 2 weeks! I'm dwelling in pain.

I miss his presence and the normalcy of him being around me. When your love is so far away / apart from you, all you can think of is... go to your room, lie on your bed and go back and forth to the kitchen and have some cookies. Haha. Seriously, though I said I miss him, but I am an independent girl. I can stand whatever obstacles when it comes in a relationship.

Talk about love, I feel bad about my friend. I really can't imagine being in her situation, right now. She's backing around the world, tryna' find her own world, tryna' get rid of her past. Forget and just move on. The place the she once found was, after all, the place she ended up with regrets. Dear you, I hope you can forgive and forget that man you ever loved, and maybe still love. Let karma does its job.

That's all for now, bye.

Labels: Boyfriend, Insane